User Profile
Add Friend
Add Note
Track User
Send Message
Send V-Gift
chaotix42's Journal
Created on 2002-01-08 09:42:37 (#433090), last updated 2002-11-05
1,137 comments received, 912 comments posted
Basic Account [Gift]
309 Journal Entries, 0 Tags, 0 Memories, 0 Virtual Gifts, 0 Userpics
Basic Info| Name: | Ben |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 06-04 |
| Location: | Getzville, New York, United States |
BioBut I get up every single time.... cuz you keep me alive.
I wake up
and start my every day routine
of workin hard at feeling sorry for myself
and after lunch I close my eyes and wish to God that I could change
but when I wake up I'm so very much myself
And I'm a long way from believing
that I'm gonna be ok
Such a long way from believing
that I'll escape
this feeling that I hate
It's a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
you'll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on to someone
I wake up
and start my every day routine
of wondering what in the world I'm gonna do
Cause things are falling into place
but I cannot appreciate them
because it last time fell apart and this might too
And I'm a long way from believing
that I'm gonna be ok
Such a long way from believing
that I'll escape
this feeling that I hate
It's a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on to someone
Dimly lit in my porch lights
I can see your eyes
They are staring into my face, staring into my face
And I should trust what I see in them
and know the time is right
but still I'll take the easy road and wait
I've got to stop being scared
Using time that isn't there
I could die tomorrow or today
Control is resting on my side
but knowing just would not be right
and thats not how I want to live my life
It's a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on to someone
It's a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on
- Unsung Zeros - Miracle
I wake up
and start my every day routine
of workin hard at feeling sorry for myself
and after lunch I close my eyes and wish to God that I could change
but when I wake up I'm so very much myself
And I'm a long way from believing
that I'm gonna be ok
Such a long way from believing
that I'll escape
this feeling that I hate
It's a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
you'll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on to someone
I wake up
and start my every day routine
of wondering what in the world I'm gonna do
Cause things are falling into place
but I cannot appreciate them
because it last time fell apart and this might too
And I'm a long way from believing
that I'm gonna be ok
Such a long way from believing
that I'll escape
this feeling that I hate
It's a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on to someone
Dimly lit in my porch lights
I can see your eyes
They are staring into my face, staring into my face
And I should trust what I see in them
and know the time is right
but still I'll take the easy road and wait
I've got to stop being scared
Using time that isn't there
I could die tomorrow or today
Control is resting on my side
but knowing just would not be right
and thats not how I want to live my life
It's a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on to someone
It's a miracle that we are here today
with all the pain we put ourselves through over nothing
because if you think hard
youll know soon it will be ok
and youll be holding on to someone
holding on
- Unsung Zeros - Miracle
ConnectInterests (131):
8-bit theater, ad&d, adam newkirk, adult swim, alcohol, angels, anime, aphex twin, aqua teen hunger force, armored core, atari teenage riot, atom and his package, bad religion, battling intergalactic evil, beer, being stubborn, being the master, biting, blade of the immortal, blur, cake, calvin & hobbes, cereal, chicken fingers, chobits, clamp, contemplation, conversation, cooking, cowboy bebop, cuddling, dance freaks, dancing, dave cocco, daydreaming, dead kennedys, dead milkmen, demons, dj tron, douglas adams, dragon ball z, drawing, drunken boxing, eating, fear factory, final fantasy, george reggie, goldfinger, good riddance, gundam, halo, hentai, hugs, in nomine, industrial, juno reactor, kinkiness, kmfdm, laughing, leenna plaza, listening, lone wolf & cub, macross, manga, martial arts, masamune shirow, masterninja.com, mecha, megaman, megatokyo, metal, misfits, moshing, mountain dew, music, neon genesis evangelion, nin, ninjas, nofx, painting, paul simon, pennywise, playstation 2, pokemon, punk, radiohead, ramen noodles, reading, rifts, robotech, rock paper scissors, role playing, scratching, sealab 2021, sean dwyer, sex, sex pistols, shinies and pointies, shopping, shrooms, sifl and olly, singing, sleeping, slinging innocent insults, social distortion, spaghettios & meatballs, sr 71, stabbing westward, steve "s-biggity", street fighter, sublime, swords, techno, tenacious d, tests of wit, the aquabats, the cure, the signifying monkey, the simpsons, the vision of escaflowne, they might be giants, trigun, two mix, video games, virtual on, webcomics, whiskey, women, writing, xenogears, yoko kanno
External Services:
 | chaotix42@livejournal.com | |
 | grahf42 |  |
Friends [View Entries]
Communities [View Entries]
Feeds [View Entries] Watching (0)
